The Charlie Chronicles

Volume 6 -- From October 30, 2008 until December 30, 2008.

THE CHARLIE CHRONICLES VOLUME 6

Correspondence between Charles Dillingham and Ken Cashion.

(Cashion's comments in italics.)


Date: 30 Oct 2008

>From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Are You Okay?

You wrote: >I haven't heard from you lately.

Am I OK?

>"I received your letter yesterday

About the time the doorknob broke.

You ask me how I'm doing

Is that some kind of joke?"

OK, OK, I plagiarized that. (Oh, I didn't know until just now that "to plagarize" means, literally, "to kidnap". So, I kidnapped it. Does that imply that I can extract money from someone for its return?)

But you ask me if I'm OK. Well, yes and no. (shrug)

As Kurt Vonnegut said: So it goes.

Sorry about my silence. There's a lot on my mind, all of it important and not all of it pleasant, and in such situations a person sometimes finds himself ensconced in silence, where the power of spilling forth the gay twitterclicks of keys fails.

>I have been busy over-working some mods on a $60 guitar. I am sure there is an object lesson in there somewhere...sow's ear; silk purse thing?

Any piece of pretty, hollow wood stressed with tightly stretched wound strands of tarnishing metal which enables you to sit alone in the late night and play and sing, "There's no stronger wind than the one that blows down the lonsome railroad line, no prettier sight than looking back on a town you left behind ..." is worth both the silk and the sow. And the hog shit too. There are times that the soft comfort of that old guitar may be all that stands between one and one's unhingement.

>I got so much done today I am almost smug about it. I can worry some stuff to death and take forever to get even a simple job done and then at 1 p.m. this afternoon things start falling in place and I find now I am where I thought I was going to be in a couple of days...based on the recent setbacks.
So much for scheduling. Planning is good. Scheduling is a waste of time.

Words of sagacity. I agree with the aphorism.

Think about the irony: "Scheduling" means "scheduling time". So we have that scheduling time is a wast of time. Isn't that funny? No matter what you do, time just happens anyway. Ineluctably. I guess herding time is kind of similar to herding cats. Except that time is more dangerous than a cat.

Somebody once asked some famous physicst, what is time? The physicist replied, it's nature's way of keeping everything from happening all at once.

But then, I would ask: Does time move, or are we always just in now? Maybe our conception of movement is just a remnant of the building of big steeple clocks in Mediaeval Europe and everybody watched the big moving hands and heard the tolling bells linearizing and dividing time, thus preparing the way for Isaac Newton to posit absolute time, which is something that passes uniformly without regard to whatever happens in the world. But then, Kant, also a physicist but more famously a philosopher, claimed that time is the a priori precondition of all inward experience. He claimed that our representations of simultaneity and succession must be mind-contributed since they are presupposed in our experience of simultaneous and successive moments in time.

My, there are so many important things to be figured out. Another one is ...

Q: Why did the chicken not cross the road?

A: What road? He was at the beach.

Q: The beach road.

A: Oh, that road. Well, maybe he didn't want to leave the beach.

Q: Why not? He's a chicken.

A: Of course he is. You already specified that.

Q: Then why are you being oblique with me?

A: To get to the other side.

Q: The other side of what?

A: Oh, kiss off.

OK, I didn't hijack that one. I made it up myself.

Joan Rivers said: "Girls! Listen to me! Listen to me! Guys Like Them Stupid! Listen to me girls! No man ever pushed his hand inside your shirt looking for your library card!"

>When I was growing up I was having a hard enough time (no pun) trying to figure out who I wanted to be when I grew up and fighting with Bettie Watson's raging hormones...which made mine seem inept.

Women, I have come to realize, are just like that beautiful, mythical fairy-tale creature that always shows up looking like a mesmerising Valkyrian nymph, and she drapes her charms and velvet hair across your heart and mind and flesh, and then suddenly transmogrifies into a horrifying banshee. To quote the same poet I just quoted above:

My lover comes to me with a rose on her bosom
The moon's dancin' purple
All through her black hair
And a ladies-in-waiting she stands 'neath my window
And the sun will rise soon on the false and the fair

She tells me she comes from my mother the mountain
Her skin fits her tightly
And her lips do not lie
She silently slips from her throat a medallion
Slowly she twirls it in front of my eyes
I watch her, I love her, I long for to touch her
The satin she's wearin'
Is shimmering blue
Outside my window her ladies are sleeping
My dogs have gone hunting
The howling is through

So I reach for her hand and her eyes turn to poison
And her hair turns to splinters,
And her flesh turns to brine
She leaps cross the room, she stands in the window
And screams that my first-born
Will surely be blind

She throws herself out to the black of the nightfall
She's parted her lips
But she makes not a sound
I fly down the stairway, and I run to the garden
No trace of my true love
Is there to be found

So walk these hills lightly, and watch who you're lovin'
By mother the mountain
I swear that it's true
Love not a woman with hair black as midnight
And her dress made of satin
All shimmering blue

- Townes

I must say what I have believed all along. First, George W. is certainly NOT a dimwit. He may be a lot of things, but he is not a dimwit. I think he's pretty smart. Second, Oliver Stone can go retire to a golf course as far as I'm concerned. I've never seen anything I liked by him except "Platoon". Most of his movies are shallow, predictable, cliche, cloying, overbearing ... the only major director who is, in my modest and limited opinion, perhaps even harder to bear is the quintessential American sob-sop himself, Steven Spielberg. (I prefer movies where even the strangest characters are real and beleivable -- not caricatures. Unless of course the movie doesn't claim to be representing real people anyway. (But then again, even people like Daffy Duck and Buggs Bunny and Groucho Marx and that ditzy, sad girl aparently possessed of some sort of low-level autism who pirouetted across English hillsides with her hands circling about her head and who was bemusedly befriended by Kate Beckinsale in CCF all seem pretty real to me. (But I'm babbling again.)))

A headhunter e-mailed me saying that he had seen my resume online, and asked if I would be interested in this job. It is a little ways outside Washington D.C., sitting right smack dab on the commuter train line to the heart of the city (including Dupont Circle, which probably is where I would live). The employer is the National Institutes of Health, one of the finest of its kind there is, and it's a government job. Their benifites include everything you ever heard of, including relocation expenses. (!!) I am qualifed for the job in a number of specific areas they list, in some cases exceeding what they require. They are willing to hire someone with experience ranging anywhere from something like "just out of college but with a reasonably appropriate background and able to learn" to extra-experienced in every facet of what they want done. (I would think I fall very nicely somewhere not too far below the middle of that range. And two of my former employers, a husband and wife, who have agreed to give me references, and who will (I think) give me good ones, are now jointly the co-directors of Inherited Disease Research Branch of the National Human Genome Research Institute at -- yep, you guessed it: at the National Institutes of Health. They are heavyweights. Those recommendations, plus my rather appropriate background, might get their attention. Who knows? And the salary range they are offering is $50,000 to $130,000, depending upon experience. Hope springs eternal in the breast of desperate jaded optomists.

I also received a notification of a job a couple of days ago which is also close to downtown D.C. on the commuter train line, at the Department of Commerce. Sounds boring, you say? Ahhh. The agency is the Patent and Trademark Office: "Incumbent is responsible for reviewing patent applications, determining the scope of the protection claimed by the inventor, researching relevant technologies and communicating findings to patent practitioners/inventors." It's another gov job, it pays between 40,184.00 and 75,537.00 USD per year. And the qualifications are: "Have at least of bachelor's degree in physics or related degree that included at least 24 semester hours in physics." My goodness, the gov makes it easy. Benefits even include "business casual dress policy" and "transit subsidy". And everything else in the world except for relocation expenses. Well, hell, maybe the job IS boring, but if they'l hire me I'll do it for the money, whore that I am. I think it might be kinda fun. Have you actually browsed the U.S. Patent Office web site? It's a lot of fun, if you're bored and sipping a rum and coke.

Don't forget that Einstein's realization of the fundamental concept behind General Relativity struck him like a bolt of lightening while he was sitting idle in the Swiss Patent Office. Maybe I'll be like him. Who knows?

I'm gonna go an apply for jobs now.

Best regards, until next time ...

- Charlie, Optomist


Date: 5 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Choo-Choo Twain


--- On Sat, 11/1/08, Ken Cashion wrote:

>We got home and being Hallo'ween, and I did have some candy, it was late and we had missed the usual bunch of little kids in our neighborhood, and would be getting the older kids coming from other neighborhoods...so we just left the lights off except for the back room and did nothing much.


We turned off all lights in the house except the back bedroom where we were hiding, barricaded the living room and the kitchen and the hallway to keep the dogs away from the front door, spread sharp thumb tacks all over the front porch, and smeared thick paste of iodine crystals dissolved in ammonium hydroxide across the front porch and all over the door knob and door bell (beautiful smoke explosions when the paste dries and is touched!), and I loaded my .45 semi-automatic with hollow-point armor-piercing bullets purchased from WallMart with our $100 gift card from an old hippie friend who is now a college professor at a college in Georgia teaching future teachers how to teach retarded people. We had no trick-or-treaters, and no one died needlessly.

>I started reading Pinker's human nature book. It is not a fast read and even slower for me because I am reading it once and I am careful for quickie, cute phrases in the midst of technical talk. This is done to cloud the issue in one paragraph so the following one can take a different direction and one not warranted by his sequence of explanations.


That sounds so familiar.

>So I read that stuff for more slowly and deliberately than most people read such "life altering" dispositions.

>Besides the unpopular, identical twins separated at birth studies...which can provide real evidence of how much of our brain is hardwired by genes of the parents and how much is nurture...

Yes. "Nature" (meaning hard-wiring) has a lot more to do with it than is politically correct to acknowledge in public.

>And another two studies are needed very badly...that is the adopted children in a home with parents' own children, and the child raised in a single home without both male and female. These would be as unpopular as "The Bell Curve."

But Ken, you forgot the study that needs to be done to determine the heinous fate of the hapless monster-children who are raised by godless, same-sex homuseckshul parents.

>And in the end the family would praise Mao for being so generous as to let you keep one of the ten cows when he didn't have to.

Nancy Pelosi is not near as bad as Chairman Mao.

>I will finish (really) the little guitar with an hour of work.

Yea, right. But you'll still wake up from nightmares about it in a cold sweat. You should go back to building model sailboats. ( :

Hey! I have an idea! Build a model sailboat with strings. When the wind blows through the strings, you get a weird, eerie, mediaeval, wailing windstring sound. It would sound maybe like a Philip Glass composition. He's rich and famous.

>I don't know if I ever told you but I had been wanting a rosewood guitar for a while and then you played you Guild and I thought 'That's it! I am getting a rosewood.'

God dammit, Ken. Are you just being mean to me, you big brute?

You see, my beautiful $2000 Rosewood Guild is one of the guitars that the [expletive deleted] hocked for $10 (no, really: it was $10) to the Korean pawnshop owner who has now disappeared with all of his merchandise and the law has not been able to find him. I no longer have a rosewood Guild. She hocked my $1500 Larivee, too, for $10. I no longer have a Lerrivee constructed from hand-picked pieces of wood from the Great Northern Forest in Canada.

>I checked and found the one that was one model down from yours...less trim and things.

Oh, yea. Now that you mention it, I remember all that. Gee, wasn't it pretty?

>I bought the rosewood J-45 Gibson.

Yea, that's what the [expletive deleted] helped me buy. I bought a beautiful-sounding (and -looking) Gibson, used, for $1500, and the [expletive deleted] contributed $700 toward its purchase out of her collected SSI disability checks she had accumulated during her six months in the Coweta County jail, without hearing or bail, for felony assault of a police officer. That's OK ... that [expletive deleted] got free room and board, and free clothing and laundry service, in the jailhouse for six months, plus the gov stuffed her piggy bank (in violation of federal law) while she was wining and dining on dry bologna sandwiches and boiled eggs and dirty water. I'll take the $700.

Oh, sorry ... were we talking about guitars? I think I bifurcated ...

>The Gibson was so bad that I didn't like it later and I spent right at $200 on it to get it set up right. The guy who did it for me had done some other guitars and I trust him.

Now, it is wonderful and everybody drools over it. I'm glad you're happy. I'll put on a bib before I look at it.

>But the deal is remembered...and I even bought it right then and paid TX/Houston taxes on it.

You betrayed the principles of the Libertarian Party in your pursuit of immediate gratification.

>Let me do a few things here now.

It's OK, you don't need my permission. But I appreciate the deferential gesture, nonetheless.

>And then I will start putting some CDs of the TX group together for you. Figuring out which ones to send will be harder than actually making them and sending them.

Oh goodie!

>More anon, Mastodon.

Call yourself or me or anybody else anything you want. Just don't tell me my grea-grea-gramma was no monkey! Don't tell me 'bout no godless monkey! I don't cotton to that kinda anti-Jesus shenanigans!
Anon, forsooth, Saber Tooth. (The Saber Tooth falls withing Biblical correctness: Noah had a couple of them on the Ark.)


Date: 5 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Gentle Screw Up

--- On Sun, 11/2/08, Ken Cashion <kcashion@charter.net> wrote:

>I was trying to save time earlier by finishing the ends of the frets after putting the finish on the neck. This can be done and I have done it but this time I had to change some of the fret ends without damaging the finish of the neck and that took lots of taping (over and over) and I should have done it differently. Just took me a few hours longer.

Ha ha ha ha haaa! Haaaaa haa -- oops!

Sorry. I'm sorry. It's just that you said in your last e-mail something like "I'm gonna put in just one more hour, really." And I wrote something like, "Yea, right."

But that guitar is going to be a masterpiece. I can sense it.

>And now I just had my irreversible screw up by reversing a pattern when I wall milling a void in some 1/4" ply so that the top was the bottom. If it had been any shape but a free form one to conform to another free form shape, I could have just flipped it.

>I had a fall back position that I had considered earlier so I lost no work but maybe 30 minutes...and no material loss.

>Still, I don't like to feel stupid.

Charlie feels Ken ... No, Ken, you don't feel stupid. I don't think you feel stupid.

>I will tell you sometime about me screwing-up a very large piece of aluminum that was 10' square and 12" thick. A fortune had been spent milling that surface. I was flattered that they thought I could ink and layout the holes to be drilled and tapped in the top but their confidence was for naught. I left that group for a better job before the error had been discovered. I think now that the piece was saved, but the holes had to be tapped and aluminum plugs screwed in and that section hand milled and then they would be back where they were when they told me to do it.

>So some screw-ups cost more than others but these things are vector functions...in this case the magnitude was many times different...but the direction was still the same and that was a screw-up.

But the happy lesson from the aluminum story is that everything could all be much worse than the non-chiral reversal of the guitar back or front. At least you don't have to worry about firing yourself or suing yourself, unless of course things get REALLY worse.

>Tuesday, we vote --  to no avail.

Yea. I'm afraid that's correct. I watched, sitting right there in NYC international financial centers, watching what those amoral Moloch magicians were doing with ignorant people's money, and lying about it. This was 20 years ago! And in the last 20 years it's gotten far, far worse. No one, republican or democrat, or among all the king's horses and buffoons, know how to reel back in 20 years of profligate, drunken, irresponsible, unaccountable, unregulated gambling with people's borrowed money -- those people's retirement. And the bond money that was to be used to build schools and bridges. And so on. And we're still bailing out the fat cats, even to this very day. They're sequestering the gov money, and they're not using it to make credit more liquid to save small businesses. They're hoarding the money to fend off their own impending losses and to acquire other companies. Very little has gone to actual business loans or mortgages. Amazing. This economy is in deep trouble.

>I was looking at my schedule and wondering about you coming the second week of Dec. I thought that one was booked but I see that it only involves Bettie all day Sat. and Sun. the month of Dec.

>Is that a possibility? Come maybe the Mon. 8th, and stay until Fri. the 12th. That will give us time to watch, listen, drink to near drunkeness but not beyond, and get sick of each other. That week looks the best to me. If not that week, then it will be after Feb. 1, 2009.

I would like to do Dec. 8-12. As petty as it may sound (money is my biggest problem at this time), my coming then will depend almost entirely upon whether I can get the TIAA_CERF people and the Louisiana Retirement people to roll over all of, and liquidate part of, my retirement pension before December. I think it will happen before then, according to what they say. But you never know. These people move like glaciers (the speed at which glaciers used to move a few decades ago, before they started sprinting). And it's slow even when they don't fuck something up, which is seldom the case.

The best I can do right now is to wait a couple of weeks and call them on a daily basis to try to see that the process is still going along. If my temporary uncertainty about the potential plan for Dec. 8-12 screws up other plans that might come up for you, don't worry about it -- if something else comes up like, maybe, Sarah Palin wants to visit you to make brownies while Bettie is visiting her relatives in West Texas, or something like that.. In any case, I'll let you know as soon as I find out about the money.

I will check the Amtrak thing you were talking about -- about the choo choo stopping in Picayune. If December falls through, we'll shoot for another window when things are more stable. (???)

I must go now.

Yours truly ... I AM That I AM. Sam I Am.


Date: 6 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: story


I got your CDs. I will start listening a little later today after I run an errand. I am curious to hear what all these folks sound like. I'm hoping they will sound really awful -- that would boost my confidence in my own angel voice and virtuosic guitar playing. (Nah, there's no hope. I expect they're gonna sound pretty good.)

I thought of a story from my personal experience that might interest you. You may have implied, I think, in a recent e-mail, a certain degree of skepticism regarding the financial turpitude of many Wall Street practitioners. My story is about my boss who worked with mortgage-backed securities as an analyst.  He told me one day about the Fannie Mae project he was currently working on. The Fannie Mae securities are, as you know, collateralized by a pool of mortgages backed by the FNMA. Two of the main reasons for "pooling" mortgages and then publicly trading securities on them is that, first, this increases the liquidity of the mortgage market and infuses capital, etc.. A second reason is that it decreases the risk to mortgage holders (or mortgage security holders) because by pooling the mortgages, the good ones and the bad ones were all mixed together. So if you look at the bell curve, you expect that that is what you are getting when dealing in Fannie Maes. Some very good risk, some not very good, and most around the middle area. Well, this guy and his cohorts said, heck with that. They started doing risk analyses on the individual mortgages that were to be grouped together in a pool to create a Fannie May trade instrument. (How they did this risk analysis I don't know, but no doubt it was something sophisticated). They determined which of the mortgages had a higher probability of non-payment, and which ones were more likely safe. They would then group the safer ones into one pool, and the riskier ones into another, separate, pool. They have now created two Fannie Mae instruments, which are presented for sale on the open international trading markets. Then, they would invest a bunch of their company's money in a long position in the safer instrument they just created, and they would invest a bunch of money in a short position in the riskier instrument they just created. This created an arbitrage, which, if their probability analysis of the riskiness of the mortgages is even close to correct, will guarantee them a locked-in profit with time. They just skim the money off the top. Of course, the rest of the naive buyers in the world don't know that one instrument is riskier than the other; they think that they are just investing in the U.S. mortgage market. But in fact, one naive investor is going to buy a bad deal, and another naive investor is going to buy a better deal. So somebody gets hit with a pre-calculated loss, and the loss incurred by that investor goes into the pocket of the company. When the guy told me about this, I said to him, "Man, isn't that sort of, like ... unethical?" He thought for about five seconds, and said, "Well, actually, yes. It is. But you know, they're paying me six-figure bonuses for doing this. What's a guy supposed to do?" I said, "Mm hm," and ordered us another pitcher of beer.

(This guy and I were drinking buddies. We drank at a very cool midtown bar across the street from a recording studio, and we would occasionally see stars there. We saw Joan Jett and Cyndi Lauper, and I met and had a conversation with the lead guitar player for the Screaming Blue Messiahs, whom I had just seen a day before at the Ritz in the East Village.)

Anyway, that is one of a million examples. These guys are REAL smart. They're smarter than your local broker is, so watch out. :) :)

I'll let you know what I find out about my acquiring the money. Right now, I'm just wondering where my damn paycheck is from Tutor.com. It is overdue.

I must errand now, before I become errant in my erranding.

Later gator ... Charlie


Date: 7 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Adendum to story

I forgot to mention something kind of funny. my old boss I told you about, used to tell everybody -- he said it many times -- that I was the best hiree he had ever hired in his entire career. I think he honestly meant this. (It's easy to impress an options trading desk full of people who are doing finance, and you are doing all the computer programming and system administration, about which they know absolutely nothing at all and therefore are impressed with everything you do and think that you are a genius. And I suppose it also helps to be your boss's best drinking buddy.)

But the funny part is that he also told me many times, in private, that when he first saw my resume and saw that I had worked at an address called "Bay Saint Louis, MS", he assumed without really thinking much about it that the address had something to do with, "Saint Louis, MO", forgetting that MS is not the abbreviation for Missouri. He told me that if he had known that I was from Mississippi, he never would have contacted me for an interview. Now, whether he was really serious about this, I never knew. He told it as an amusing story, mainly to gently pick on me, but I think he may have been only half kidding. Actually, I guess it's not really all that funny, because the are a lot of extremely smart and talented people from Mississippi (duuhhh!), but it never bothered me. I though it was funny.

I would comment on your music CDs except for the fact that I spent ALL of yesterday looking at government jobs. There are zillions of them. And Uncle Sam now has a surprisingly painless and even downright handy web site where you can browse and search and apply for jobs. I'm going to do that again today, but I'll put on a CD to listen to while I do it.

OK, that's all. Now you can get back to that guitar out in the shed. Good luck. Enjoy the rum and coke.

- Charlie, Mississippi Genius


Date: 7 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Stupefacient good fortune? Astonished bewilderment?

Or just wishful thinking in the face of shit-shoveling?

But I must say that it's been a good day, I think. I hate to say that, given that I'm so intrinsically convinced of humanity's and my own impending doom--I'm known by my acquaintances as the "Shining Black Beacon of Negativity", a moniker of which I am somewhat proud. I've just racked up the following -- Boom Boom Boom:

I just (I think) got a $225,000 debt removed from my record.

I just applied for "multiple jobs" at the Census Bureau (they're gearing up for the 2010 census) just three miles from the Whitehouse and one block from a Metro station. I am more than qualified for the positions, which offer a salary in the range of $70K to $96K. (And I have applied for the Patent Office job too.)

And, most relevant to you, I have been told that everything is in order with Teacher's retirement of LA and with my newly set-up TIAA-CREF IRA, and that I should be able to make a withdrawal of part of the rollover money (the total rollover is a very modest amount, the last paltry savings I have left) and have it electronically deposited in my bank account by Friday of next week, or maybe the next Monday. So maybe I will be able to ride the choo choo in December.

A job like this, with full benefits, would be, literally, my salvation. There is no way that I would survive another ten years of life thet way I am now living. And there are many, many other gov jobs. I'll just keep applying. I would like to in the employ of the gov. It's kind of like capitalistic welfare. You know all about that, except that you put men on the moon, and maybe I'll count people and the number of toilets in their house trailers and stuff the data into a database. What's the difference?

Charlie: Shining Black Beacon of Negative Eternal-Springing Hope and Light


Date: 15 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: story

>Some are really good and some sound like me and some sound really bad. <g>

Amusingly put. But let it be noted that if you were to draw the bell curve with the really bad region being on the left, you would fall somewhere toward the right-hand region. (See, in capitulation to you, I chose the left to be bad and the right to be good.)

So far, this sounds like a good idea.

Of course, the rest of the naive buyers in the world don't know that one instrument is riskier than the other; they think that they are just investing in the U.S. mortgage market.

>But only on the CMOs that that company is backing. Right. This paper, in any combination, would not be available outside of of that company's investors...is this right?

To be honest, I'm not sure exactly what the answer to that question is. If I did, I might be making six figures myself. But I got the impression from what I was told that they were  cleverly tricking people and pocketing the money. He didn't beat around the bush about it, he just said that they were tricking unsuspecting investors.

I agree with your friend. For him to take the big bucks from his company and not do his best for his company (within the rules...and it is within the rules)...HE would be unethical.

Yep. If you're honest about your dishonesty, then what the heck? The good guy does not necessarily win in the end. (I don't have to tell you that, of course.) I would love to be able to afford a nice flat in London or Barcelona.

The big pay-offs to CEOs and CFOs mean nothing. Lump them all together, make them pay them back and the market would not even recognize the change...but the people who started this mess want to blame them as if they "did it." <g>

You are absolutely right. The big payoffs, all lumped together, are a relatively small part of the whole pool of money. And the existence of big payoffs does not imply that the recipients of the big payoffs "did it". However, notwithstanding the absence of logical causality here, the fact remains that they DID do it. The "crises" with Fannie and Freddie exists as a direct result of the actions of the big cats.

Now, the GM "crisis" -- you know that GM is requesting corporate bailout money -- is perhaps a different story. GM and Ford have been lagging way, way behind Japan for something like 30 years in the ergonomics and quality and even appearance of their cars. They have had 30 years to rectify their errors, and they have not done it. And now they want your and my tax money to bandage them up. I don't like welfare at either end of the economic spectrum. (By the way, they won't give me welfare. I'm not the right color, I'm not fat, I don't have 9 shoeless children, and I don't have a shrink that will declare me crazy.)

"Every American deserves the right to own his own home!" That was not a conservative talking.

Yes, it was a fool talking, or perhaps a non-fool who was speaking foolishly. But what's even worse is: "I have a right to own my own home!" I and you do not have any rights at all except those rights that are granted to us by our governments. If you live in North Korea or Iran, you don't have as many rights as you do if you live in England or New Zealand. That's the way the cookie crumbles, I suppose.

I have some hope for Hussein Obama...I hope it is justified...but I still think Palin is hot.

I hope too. I hope our hope is justified. As for that other one, let's just say that I have no comment.

Charle: Philosopher of Political Economics par excellence


Date: 15 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Stupefacient good fortune? Astonished bewilderment?

>You need a medical plan...

What do you mean, silly? I have a medical plan: Don't get sick. It works real good, as long as you don't get sick.

I would like to in the employ of the gov. It's kind of like capitalistic welfare.

>Exactly. Ayn Rand referred to us as monument builders, by taking money from the public by force to pay for the monuments they didn't want. She was right.

I'm always reminded of my father. For 40 years he cursed and cursed Medicare, the socialist giveaway creation of Truman and Johnson which was robbing his paycheck. But for some reason, when his own father went into a nursing home and Medicare picked up the expense (which my father could not have afforded), he suddenly had nothing but praise for this wonderful government benefit. He didn't seem to see the irony. I guess you've heard variations on that story before, no?

Ken, Master of Mythical Mooning

Charlie, Mellifluous Moderator of Malfeasance


Date: 15 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Choo-Choo-Choo Choo-Boogie (8 beats to the bar)

 

Oh my goodness. That's five nights and five days together. Can you stand it? Oh, wait ... I'll just wait until later to buy my return ticket, so that if you want to throw me out early I'll go to New Orleans and visit Patrick. :o)

>Don't think that hasn't occurred to me, as well. (As well as Bettie.) The nights don't count, even the short ones, because one of us will be asleep. But if you get too drunk and unruly or too profane...we be gentle folk here...I can always pour you on a train.

Pardon my taking umbrage, but although I have been drunk, when was I unruly or profane? OK, forget it. Never mind ...

I have no intention of being drunk, unruly, or profane, but if either you or Bettie is actually worried (as opposed to just a joke), then I should not come.

But I would like to come. I even remember the lyrics to that song that you liked, the lyrics of which song I could not remember when I was trying to record it on your 4-track.

>OK...Indian buffet on Magazine suits me and we can loll with coffee and jazz behind Cafe Du Monde...and I want to check out a place or two where a jazz guitarist told me the musicians go to get away from the tourist.
Oysters at Cooter's could be arranged... we will do something over there whether you stay or not.


Sounds like a plan. Maybe I will run across my old buddies on Royal Street in front of the A&P, and my Cajun, tap-dancing, washboard-scratching, skinny girlfriends. By the way ... I'll bring a CD I recorded, engineered, and mastered on my 16-track of recorder. The CD is called "No Town Charlie" by the Double Zero Band. Or have I already played that for you?


BTW ... Did you record those people in Texas on that last CD you sent me -- did you record that music on your four-track recorder? If so, it sounds pretty darned good. I may have to buy one of those things myself.

Charlie, Cajun-Girl Magnet


Date: 20 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: And ...

You wrote:

>I decided that I should have said about the use of the past and present to determine potential future conditions that in the case of projecting the present to the future relies on "speculation mixed with intuition" while predicting the future using the past and present relies on "extrapolation and observation."

I read your longer e-mail, too, but the excerpt above states the thesis pretty well.

OK, then, if I were going to "extrapolate and observe", I would first observe that since the end of WW2, what we have seen, among many other things, are:

- The two greatest socio-economic-aesthetic transformations in modern civilization are (arguably?) 1) The rise of television (video, movies, the Internet, the continuously shrinking attention spans of citizens, the loss of reading and contemplation of the written word, the loss of language skill and appreciation) and 2) the rise of the automobile (suburbs, exurbs, Interstates, smog, gasoline "addiction", the great reduction in urban mass-transit systems). And most people never noticed these things were happening.

- The western world slipped into a "cold war" between totalitarian Marx/Trotsky/Lenin communism and Ford/Carnegie capitalism, and then the Berlin Wall came down and Mao and some other old Chinese men died, and Russia and China became capitalist states almost overnight, with a rapacious vengeance.

- We have, given the profound, breathtaking, steady theoretical and technological advances in quantum theory and biochemistry, it sometimes seems, on the one hand, that we understand almost everything there is to know about reality, except one the baffling, very general problem that is increasingly upon us: We realize that there is more and more that we do NOT know at all. The expansion of the universe is accelerating. Why? 80+ percent of the matter in the universe cannot be seen and we don't know what it is.

We have superconductors operating at almost people-friendly temperatures. The mind-boggling EPR paradox and Bell's inequalities have been experimentally proven to be true, repeatedly. We cannot even understand quantum mechanics. We may be on the verge of discovering evidence for the previous (or present?) existence of microbial life on Mars. (This would, ironically, arguably the most profound scientific discovery made in the entire history of western science, and yet also, at the same time, a sort-of yawn, like: Yea, of course life is not rare! How could it possibly be?

Look at the extravagant, astonishing "propensity for life" and "propensity for self organization" and the "propensity for increasing complexity" that is manifest throughout life on Earth. How could it not be something that happens everywhere? It's the same atoms involved, the same constants, the same forces.

This reminds me of Albert Einstein. When Einstein was informed of the results of the famous observations of the total eclipse which first verified that starlight passing the edge of the sun was indeed bent by the sun's gravity, and by the right amount, according to Einstein's general theory of relativity, and that it appeared that his theory was correct, Einstein was unimpressed and dismissed the news. He said, offhandedly, something like, "Of course the theory is correct. It has to be!"

- The understanding of nonlinear systems theory and weak chaos and nonequlibrium thermodynamics in the last three decades is transforming our understanding of gene interactions and genetic evolution, the neural networks of the brain, the beating of the heart, the behavior of bees and ants in colonies, the behavior of the atmosphere and the oceans, and on and on ...

- They are working in the laboratories right now on optical "invisibility shields", and on quantum-optic and electron-spin computers which may perform exaflops and zettaflops (we already have petaflop computers in operation), and we are observing molecular reaction on scales of attoseconds and we seem to be heading for zeptoseconds. - We have atomic clocks so accurate that if you move one about 10 inches higher off the table, it has to be recalibrated to compensate for the general-relativistic effect of the decrease in gravity over 10 inches. (These clocks are now so accurate they have become almost unusable, because they've exceeded the accuracy with which geologic and gravitational and planetary phenomena take place.)

- The current issue of Science Magazine reports that they have now decoded most of the genome of the Wooley Mammoth (from a lump of Mammoth hair), and some scientists think we may be able to bring one back to life.

- The north polar ice cap is melting, and will probably be gone before I reach retirement age, if I reach it.

- The World Trade Centers were destroyed, and the Taliban is said now to be expanding into Europe and Africa. And Shariah law is practiced in England.

- An African man is president of the United States.

-The stock market is down almost 50%, and some of the biggest corporations in the world are on the verge of bankruptcy.

- Bill Clinton is geting paid as much as $470,000 for a one-hour speech. His and Hillary's income last year was said to be $109,000,000.

- In 20 years or so, white Caucasians will no longer constitute a majority in the United States.

- Fissionable material and a-bomb technology continues to proliferate, including to rogue states.

- The world population is now 6.9 billion and growing. Can the Earth support 20 billion people?

- There are over one billion cows and pigs in U.S. factory farms at any given time. The pollution is enormous. Antibiotics are getting closer and closer to being worthless, largely because of the feeding of antibiotics to cows and pigs.

- The government continues to heavily subsidize vast farms and huge cattle ranches (but not family farmers). The hoof-destruction of delicate soils and the fertilizer and pesticide runoff and the soil erosion are massive environmental problems.

- The headquarters of the Virunga National Park in the Congo, the home to 1/3 of the world's last 700 mountain gorillas has now been taken over by Laurent Nkunda's rebels. Mountain gorillas have never reproduced in captivity, so there are none in zoos. The only habitat of the Orangutan on Earth, in Borneo and Sumatra, is predicted to be gone in 20 years; the rain forests will have been converted to eroding mudfields.

- The Panama Canal is filling up with runoff mud from where vanished rain forests used to grow.

This list could go on almost forever, or course. So my question for you is, how do you extrapolate from such observations? Please do tell, because I need these extrapolations for my novel. When I try to imagine what the world will be like in 2046, my mind breaks down. I simply don't have sufficient imagination even to sensibly approach it. No matter what I might speculate, it's not going to be correct.

Any thoughts?

Charlie, Failed Futurist


Date: 20 Nov 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: And ..

>And he posted one of his new songs today.

http://alevans.com/ann/081115LostMind2.mp3

Wow. The voice is very nice, the piano playing is very nice, and the songwriting is very good. (I like "homemade sin".) He reminds me of Randy Newman, except that Al seems somewhat less affected in his vocal style than Randy does.

>Go through them and think, "who cares" and you will see that many of them will have little impact if we ignore them. If we make a big deal of them, each can significantly alter the world.

>Some of the things cannot be ignored but we would need to fine the cancelling results and I believe some would. Some would be additive and this, too, would be expected...but which ones? I think this could be pretty well worked out.

      Well, it's not real obvious to me which ones cancel out. Like, let's say that one were to claim that the discovery that we don't know what 85% of the matter in the universe is is a "who cares?". But consider what an impact the discoveries of Albert Einstein have had on the collective gestalt of human thought. Who would have thunk that would happen?

     Oh, by the way ... One of the most intriguing things about the possible discovery of life (past or present) on Mars is not the answering of the question, "Does life arise elsewhere, meaning that its arising on Earth was not a fluke, but the norm?" Because I already believe that it is the norm. FAR more interesting (to me) is the questions regarding: to what extent would the molecules of life on Mars (or on other non-Earth planets) resemble those on Earth? I mean ADP/ATP conversion to generate the energy for all life, the specific amino acids and nucleic acids, the chlorophyll molecule (with its quantum-mechanical wave-collapse to the lowest energy state making photosynthesis the most efficient energy-conversion mechanism we've ever seen) ...

     On Earth all of these molecules are shared by all plants or animals from viruses and bacteria up to the highest mammals. These molecules formed four billion years ago, and have stuck around ever since, essentially unchanged. But could this be just because these are the primitive molecular mechanisms that just happened to arise originally, largely by chance, on Earth, or are they more universal in nature?

     Are these molecules the most likely ones to arise anywhere, any time? I do know that anywhere life were to arise in the universe that we know, we would have alpha helices and beta sheets, the basic constituents of proteins. I was fascinated to read recently that the way alpha helices were discovered by Linus Pauling (Nobel laureate) was by building plastic models of interlinked carbon atoms. !!!!!!!

     This is what I discovered on my own when I was attending NYU in Manhattan taking organic chemistry, and I started sticking plastic models of the tetrahedral carbon atoms together in long chains with the hydrogen atoms sticking out the sides. I had a moment of shock and wonder when I saw that due merely to the tetrahedral geometry of the carbon atoms (because of the SP3 hybridization of the quantum orbitals in three-space) the model atoms dangled from my hand in spirals! I was seeing alpha helices!

    This was pure geometry, but it's so subtle that even a man as brilliant as Pauling didn't notice it until he actually put the models together. This spiraling patern would occur anywhere in the known universe. What else would be universal?

      Another one I know would be universal is the occurrence of carbon chains as the basis of life. The only other atom that combines in chains is silicon (just below carbon in the periodic table), and it forms only short chains, and they're much less stable that carbon chains. Another universal has to be the presence of water, for many reasons. Without water, life is unimaginable.

     Of course, what this has to do with predicting the future of socio-history -- I haven't a clue. You're right. Maybe it's all just a lot of "who cares", as far as predicting the future goes.

>Eventually, you will come up with some that will have an on-going impact...if someone developed an invisibility shield, someone else would invent a force field to disrupt it...break even.

     Yes. That is the kind of thing I have to think about for my novel. That's were imagination sometimes fails me, largely.

>So what is important to society and which isn't? I mean after your long (interesting) list is vectorially reduced.

     I have no idea. I'll guess I'll just make it up as I go for the novel. Any suggestions are welcomed. I'll put your name on the acknowledgments page.

     Charlie, Time Waster.


Date: 1 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re:

>Gosh...you are easy.

     I've always tried to play hard to get. Maybe it's old age creeping up on me.

>And, Guy, I am surprised at how much I am looking forward to your visit.

     Me too.

>I ask that you suspend judgement relative to context. I know you can do this. This means that if I said that I had a new essay written and I wanted you to give it your best shot...and the title was, "The Attributes of Adolph Hitler," you would read it with an open mind.

     And if I read the script of "Drinking World" and "Abortion World" to you, you would listen with an open mind. See? You Hitler, I Rasputin! We understand each other.

>Few people can do this today. In another post today, I just used the word "Jewess" to describe a vocal lady who readily informed all Gentiles that she was a Jew, yet the word is a complete turnoff in our current repressed society. You will see when I show my Vitaphone Shorts if you can suspend context...Presentism and (my) Hereism and just judge the performance without context, or at least in their context (time and place) not ours.

     One of the many things that I respected about the late great Bill Buckley is that he once told a politically correct academician woman on his Firing Line show that he did not accept (referring to the "chair" of a committee) that the proposition that sexual equality in language require that he refer to the persons that are heading up committees or boards as pieces of dining-room furniture.

>We are the most repressed society since 1939 Nazi Germany and 1950 Eastern Europe and the repressed are so ignorant of history, they do not know this...and so self-centered, they would loudly disagree with me for my saying it. They would be incapable of addressing what I said because they would be unnaturally focused on the fact that I said it. THAT defines repression.

     I agree with all of the above. But, I feel impelled to add: The U.S. Christian Right is in that same basketful of balderdash. That's why I didn't vote for Tina Fey. (Is that her name?)

     Charlie, The Open Minded


Date: 4 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: I Wanna' Play Like Dis'

     Whoaah! You be on tune, as in tuned in. I had forgotten how brilliant the musical Jesus Christ Super Star was. And yes the bass-playing is stunning. As is the singing. And the song writing. Did I ever tell you the little story about me, my father, Andrew Lloyd Webber, and one of the most famous pipe organs in the World?

     I was walking with my father, back in the mid 80s, walking up 5th Avenue in the 60s (the 80s were the year, the 60s were the Street address), and we walked past Saint Thomas Cathedral, which happens to be the most beautiful cathedral inside that I've ever seen. (This is irrelevant to my story.)

      We heard the organ from the street. We saw the sign: "Organ recital from *** to ***" which included the time we were in there, standing there in front of the cathedral. We went in, of course. The organist started his next number. It was dissonant, a modern 20th century composition, it was supremely beautiful, it was terrifying. The organist played for about the first 30 seconds, and then he hit the big time! The high notes were like trumpets amplified to 125 DB. It was one of the most piercing sounds I've ever heard.

    Then, the bass pipes opened up, the square wooden pipes that are three feet in diameter. It sounded --no, it felt -- like the subway train passing underneath you. The pipe-organ bass pipes were literally shaking the concrete earth beneath our feet. My father and I were nonplussed. My father, of course, bless his brilliant heart, went up to the front after the concert was over and asked the organist (a male in his 30s) what in heaven's name that piece we that he just played.

      He said, it was "Requiem" by Andrew Lloyd Webber. My father asked him something like, what in the TARNATION is with this MF ORGAN you're playing. The organist told him, "Oh, it's internationally famous. Musicians come here all the time from all over the world to record with it."

     That was a fun afternoon.

     Yes, the bass player on Superstar is really good. So was the bass player for the band Chicago. He was one of the best.

     I guess I'll get my sleep on the train. I haven't even packed yet. But I'll be there, on time.

      Charlie, Sleepless.


Date: 20 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Santa Sez

     LMFAO. "Hit reindeer". "Kiss reindeer." So funny, I'll have to reply later.

--- On Tue, 12/16/08, Ken Cashion wrote:

Go to http://www.simonsezsanta.com/index.php

And type in --

kiss elf

drink beer

hit reindeer

jump on tree

elf sit lap

scratch ass

etc.

Santa Ken

     Christmas Charlie


Date: 20 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Good and then Pooh!

>Bettie MAKES the kids talk to her. If she says "Hi" to one and they don't respond ("Mama told me not to speak to strangers."), Bettie walks over, leans down to their face and says, "I said 'Hi' to you and it is rude of you not to say 'Hi' back."

>Then Bettie says in their face, "Hi!" And they say, "Hi" to get rid of the mad woman.

     LOL. That is funny. Bettie would probably make a good mother ... (oh, I forgot ...)

     I once grabbed a kid by the arm in a Kinkos who was trashing the store while his was mother absentmindedly beggging him "Please stop trashing the store, Jason." When I grabbed the kid's arm the mother seemed to get mad at me. Long story short, I set her straight real quick. (The kid, too.)

     - Charlie ... the kind of guy that should have had kids


Date: 24 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: Re: Season's Greetings

    And a merry pagan-yule to all of you! Woof! Meow!

    Charlie, Grace, Singshee, Sugar, and Harley


Date: 26 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: William the Conqueror and more

    Yesterday I was reading the book "William the Conqueror" which you have and you ordered for me. The guy sounds like he knows what he is talking about, it is copiously footnoted, and he always points out when something is doubtful, or likely, or difficult to determine for sure, etc. According to him, my memory of what I had read was correct: That Harold was having so much trouble with discipling his troops while waiting for William to show up -- the men were plundering the countryside for food, and god knows what else -- that he finally disbanded and returned to London before anything happened.

     Anyway, although you know all this, it's so fun I'll have to repeat it. I have now learned that there were more factors than I had previously realized that caused Harold's defeat. Earl Tostig had been exiled to Scotland, and was apparently waiting there to join Harald Hardraada's ships. When he got the word that Hardraada had landed at Riccall, he acted swiftly. He had to hastily put back together his army. I don't know (yet) when or whether he knew that the battle of Fulford at Riccall had occurred. All I have figured out is that Harold marched northward through York and "found" Hardraada at Stamford Bridge. (??) He caught the Norwegian army unexpectedly, and they were separated from their ships and were not in full armor. After his victory, Harold rested his men for two days. It is usually believed that Harold heard of the landing while his men were still resting, but he might have already been marching south when he heard the news. Back in London, he had to wait a few days to get reinforcements. As soon as possible, he marched toward Hastings.

     Here, says the author, was Harold's first big mistake. He could have waited longer and gotten more reinforcements. He marched south with a force that was mostly foot soldiers, and he had considerably fewer archers than William did. When William heard that Harold was approaching, he left Hastings and marched to the top of Telham Hill. He found Harold was on the next ridge. William's army took off down through the valley approaching Harold's army.

     Harold had not intended to fight a defensive battle. He had hoped to surprise William. Nevertheless, Harold was in a good position for defence -- the top of a hill. William could not use his archers, because launching up the hill would cause the arrows either to strike shields or go over the heads of Harold's men. So William sent his light armed infantry up the hill to attack, and after a while the attack began to waver because of Harold's superior position. So William sent up his mounted knights. The attack, fierce hand-to-hand combat, failed to break Harold's line. The knights halted, began to waver, and then retreated back down the hill in such confusion that it look as though it might be a disordered flight.

     The author says that at this point the battle the Normans seemed to be somewhat demoralized, and that this was perhaps Harold's last opportunity. If he had ordered a general advance, he might have put the disorganized enemy to flight. But he did not. Instead (Harold could not control his men) isolated groups of Harold's men, thinking victory had been achieved, began pursuing (wow, that's pretty stupid!), and the knights on horseback slaughtered them. On at least two subsequent occasions the knights feigned flight to entice more small groups of men down the hill, whom the knights destroyed. (Really, really stupid.)

     Anyway, William sent his horsemen up the hill one more time, and this time they prevailed and occupied the hilltop. The author says that Harold was simply "outgeneraled". He says that the Battle of Hastings was not a conventional encounter between cavalry and infantry. He says a lot of stuff I haven't internalized yet, and I have a lot more to read about it.

     Problem is, this is only indirectly related to my novel. I have to reign myself in at some point. Speaking of which, I still haven't found a book about what happened in Norway after Harald Hardraada' death. Now THAT is important to my novel. I think I'll get on Amazon and look for books on the history of Norway, or of Mediaeval Norway, or Mediaeval Scandinavia.

     One interesting thing is that the more I read, the more I see that different authors, all of them quite scholarly and footnoted, give you a somewhat different story. Nobody really knows exactly what happened. But because of the uncertainties, there are many places where (usually in fairly minor, but also substantial, ways) they simply contradict one another. This is probably due to one author omitting this, and the other one admitting that. Or one mentions this and the other mentions that. I wish somebody would write a really long, long book that told all of it in one place. You know: The history book to end all history books. The one about northwestern Europe would probably occupy about 47 DVDs. Then I would really be in reading trouble.

    By the way, I think that part of my getting sick was that at your place and in New Orleans I hit too much of the hard stuff. (But at least I behaved myself.) Before my trip, I had switched to beer mainly (except for occasional cocktails), for health reasons. I've now gone back to that. One must be careful in old age. I guess I cost you a lot in Bacardi rum, no? I'll bring a case next time I visit.

    Did you hear about the family sitting around their dinner table -- the mother and four children. One of the children says to her mother sadly, "Mommy, Mommy, where's Daddy?" The mother says, "Shut up and eat your hamburger."

    Oh, another thing. I was idly speculating yesterday as to whether or not you would like "Unbearable Lightness of Being". Many people say it's one of the very best of movies (including me, who has watched it at least five times, maybe six times), and other people say, "Why did you recommend this horrible, boring, tedious, slow movie to me. Nothing at all happens in it. It has no plot. It just drags on and on and on. It's terrible."

     It seems that nobody has an opinion very much in between the two extremes. Oh well, you've been warned. Another BTW: The black-and-white scenes (in Unbearable Lightness) shot in Prague where the Soviet tanks are rolling through the streets of the city are actual footage taken when it actually happened. The director of the movie (I have no idea how) managed to gather hundreds of different pieces of footage from people, now living all over the world, who that day in 1968 were motion-filming and photographing the invasion and all the young people hurling rocks at the tanks, etc. The scenes where Tereza (who is a photographer in the movie) is furtively running through the streets taking photographs were pasted into the original images.

     I must go read now. I've not looked yet at your DVD of the history of England from the big bang to the whenever it is that you stopped. But, I have a question: These relatively short things you have sent me recently in e-mail about English history -- are they excerpts from the long history on DVD, or are they something separate. I don't want to read the same things twice.

    No other packages from you have arrived in the mail.

    Off to reading, or something.

    Charlie: Author, Historian, Constructivist Logician, Womanizer, Goat Roper


Date: 28 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: I keep forgetting to mention ...

    All of the hardback books I have received in the mail look to be in mint condition. They look like brand new, untouched books. This includes the one or two with dust jackets. The paperbacks are in excellent condition to, but you can tell they aren't brand new. I'm impressed. There is is no binding cracking, no banged-up corners, no wrinkled pages, no smudges, nothing. The only book that has any markings at all is one that has some delicate, abstemious, small-lettered writing in the margin (apparently in a female hand) which is apparently not the reader's comments, but rather the comments from a professor of a course for which this book was the text. The comments add to the content of the book. And most of these books cost in the $4-$8 range, if I recall correctly.

     Cool. Thanks again for all the Christmas presents. After seeing your rum e-mail, I see that I will definitely have to bring you a case of Bacardi. Nice photo, by the way.

    Charlie, rum head cum beer head


Date: 30 Dec 2008

From: Charles Dillingham

To: Ken Cashion

Subject: I just received ...

- "The Thirteenth Floor" and Ian Whitcomb's book.

     We will watch the movie soon; ASAP. She's pretty busy. The Whitcomb book, which I have scanned parts of, looks damn interesting. He's irreverent, funny, and it sounds like he knows what he's talking about. I'm gonna read it. I had forgotten that he is from Dublin.

     I have been working a lot on my novel. I have decided to forget about all my other troubles and just live off savings for a couple of months and see whether I can convince myself that I can acquire or have acquired enough momentum to justify continuing to put in the time to carry this thing through to its conclusion. This very complex story is closing in on itself, like an completely interconnected web, or network. The last remaining loose ends, which I liked a lot but asked myself: Is there really a reason for this to be in the novel? Does it serve a purpose? Does it contribute to the whole? Or is it just chaff? -- those things have all pretty much closed in together, into a unified whole. It is an amazing process to observe. The rest is filling in the gaps.

     Now, back to the conversation at a restaurant at South Street Seaport overlooking the river and the sailboats where the members of the underground find out who Suzanna Bechard really is ...

- Charlie, Busy but Unpaid

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